changing speed

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It seems a lot happens and nothing happens and it all feels busy.

George just learned to ride his bike on two wheels.  Jay took him up a tiny, gently sloping grassy hill (and I stress it was tiny) and let him go.  George sailed down to the bottom and braked.  That was it.  He was off, pedaling in a straight line and braking.  Later, he learned how to push off under his own power and how to corner.  By George, he’s got it!  Well done little guy, you rock!

Having officially finished pre-school last week, George and I have been finding our new speed at home.  His first day home, he rode his bike for a while and we baked cookies that I found at Green Dragonfly.  This recipe had haunted my thoughts for days so we finally put it together, and um, yes, they are pretty delicious.  White chocolate, cranberries and oats.  A good mix.  Our very casual strawberry patch is yielding delicious berries for which we compete with the pesky yet cute chipmunk.  The garden is green and big.  Too big.

For the last several weeks (it feels that way anyway) I’ve been knitting a summer shrug.  I haven’t enjoyed it much at all.  It’s knitted flat and for such a small garment seems to have hundreds of ends to sew in.  Every edge curls and there’s seaming (screams in horror).  I’m making it in Knit Picks fingering cotton which I thought would be a good choice for a summer garment.  I’ve been forcing myself to finish it because it’s something I actually need for my summer wardrobe.  I just have to do the arm hole ribbing and it will be done, but oh boy, it’s a slog.  Edited to add: shrug is finished and blocking and I’ve cast on socks in that gorgeous green-blue merino sock yarn.  Yum.  Much happier knitting.  Almost.

A few days ago while doing an extremely mundane task that involved fastening something shut I somehow hurt the muscles or tendons in my right palm.  I’m able to knit but it hurts and of course, it needs rest to heal properly, but it’s my right hand.  I use it all the time.  Grrrr.

We continue to walk and look for our Abby cat.  Thank you for your comments.  I’m hoping she’ll come lolliping home with a devil-may-care gait, but it’s been three nights and still not a sign.  It’s funny how I think I hear her and dash outside to give her a wag of my finger.  I went to feed her last night, can in hand, and then realized nope.  George has declared she is dead.

Heather will finish school next week and then we’ll be in full summer vacation mode.  We have lots of activities planned.  Now, if it would just stop raining on us.

Caio!

abby kitty took a walk

Our little dog-cat Abby Kitty took a walk on Friday morning and has not returned, as yet.  It’s Sunday afternoon.  We’re fielding questions from the kids whose eyes are growing bigger and rounder as time ticks by.  Weather-wise it’s been a lovely weekend and I’ve been okay philosophizing that our Kitty has met her match out in the wild that surrounds our home.  It just started raining though, and that makes my heart sink.  It seems harder to bear while it rains.

I hope with all my heart little Abby Kitty comes back home.

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my son

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Even a still picture of this boy conveys motion.

He’s always moving:

Jumping, falling, running,

at the same time he is:

Thinking, asking, questioning

More people have said to me “He’s so curious!”

I say, “He’s amazing!”

my girl

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Out grown socks turned wrist warmers.

Ingenious.

Pulling off multiple stripes, old socks on hands AND green nail polish.

Talent.

and the sun shone

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Memorial Day burst out of the rain to offer us an almost perfect day.  Low 70′s, steady breezes, and sun shining on every surface.  Like everyone else around here, we ran out the door to soak up the sun and enjoy a break from all the rain.  We gardened.   Even the kids weeded and mulched.  For hours.  My walled garden is beginning to look respectable especially as Jay was good enough to dig up some plants that don’t belong there and move them to better spots.

I started work on the border on the side of the house and was happily weeding my way around spending some time in the shade of the cherry tree that holds our wine bottle wind chimes.  At one point I thought I felt something fall on me but I quickly dismissed it when my attention was captured by a furry caterpillar crawling across my boots.  Some time later Heather noticed a couple of the same caterpillars on the tree trunk, and then we saw 5, and 10, and then too many to count.  I was completely grossed out – one or two of those things are cute, but clumps of them are creepy.  I think it had been raining caterpillars on me while I was weeding under that tree.  Yuck. I moved on quickly to the safer open skies.

Knitting.  Ahhhhhh…isn’t that’s better?   One of George’s teachers is having a baby girl so I made this gorgeous little cardigan.  Easy and quick and I think quite sophisticated for a smart baby.   This was one of the items I was knitting along with my Sibella sweater.  When it was too hot to be knitting browns and golds I pulled this tiny pink article out and felt much cooler again. It’s all psychology.

This little cardi comes in one size – 3 months – but mine stretched a little during blocking so maybe it will last a little longer.  My ravelry notes for the pattern and yarn are here.

I hope you all had a good Memorial Day!

remembering B

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Love always.

rainy may sweater

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The rain hasn’t let up and in fact Jay went to work last night in a snow storm!  Yes, a snow storm.  Thankfully it was gone by the time we were up this morning but it had been replaced by more rain.  In the end I accepted that waiting for the sun to shine is a futile exercise and a picture or two in the dull rain would have to suffice.  I forced Jay to pop outside with me and take some photos.

On the hot and sunny days of May I found this sweater a bit of a labor to knit because the color is not spring-like at all and I was sure I’d never have an opportunity to wear it before the Fall.  The best part of knitting this sweet jumper was that I wasn’t knitting it alone but with my lovely friend, Stephanie.  You know her!  She’s amazing.  And I am honored to call her a friend.  So there I was knitting in the heat and sunshine when as I’m sure you appreciate by now, it started raining, and it got cold, and it became perfect sweater-wearing weather.   I am loving it!

The sweater is Sibella by Carrie Bostick Hoge and I knit it with Madeline Tosh’s Sport.  Ravelry notes are here.

may days

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As the rain pours down this holiday weekend and I’m cooped up inside with energetic monsters, I lament this might be the rainiest May ever.  I’m wrong of course; we’ve had lots of sunny, warm weather and thankfully I ‘ve taken a picture here or there which serves to remind me that May brought blossoms and luscious greenery.  Earlier this month we visited Heifer International’s learning farm in Rutland MA.  The kids had a great day watching the baby piggies and goats and learning about life in Guatamala, Poland and Kenya.

My birthday is in May which is a great excuse for cake.  Rejecting the chocolate (what is wrong with me?) I made a simple victoria sponge cake filled with whipped cream and the last of 2012′s strawberry jam.  We later made butter out of the leftover cream by taking turns shaking it in a mason jar.  It’s a great way to spend the kids’ energy.

The lilacs are starting to pass helped along by the constant fall of rain blobs.  The apple blossoms have all gone.  Everything is green, green, green.  There’s been a fair amount of knitting in May.  I have my sweater to show you once we get some better photo-taking weather, but here is a sneak peak.

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happy… and happier!

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quick catch-up

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Sometimes life gets too busy and too sidetracked.  April was a blur, I was sick for a good week or so – all while my mum was visiting – and there was the “annual poster and diorama research project” to be done by our first grader smacked in the middle of it all.  April vacation came and went in very cold and dull fashion, ballet rehearsals and performances were attended and the general running around resumed at breakneck speed.  Needless to say,  I haven’t had a whole lot of time for knitting but I am quite determined and good at squeezing in a row here or there.  I found myself knitting while waiting for the teller at the bank’s drive-through yesterday!

Following the nasty bug I promptly put my back out and have once again been hobbling.  No matter, a quick visit to my osteopath soon cracked me back in alignment and from there I wandered across the road to my favorite dumpy yarn shop hidden pearl.  I found the yarn there and at 20% off I was suitably impressed with my shopping prowess.   I am in love with the greens and blues of my latest sock yarn purchase.  It reminds me of socks knitted by the lovely New Zealander blogger at Crochet with Raymond.  Then I show you a picture of my garden behind the sock yarn.  Oi.  Raking and dividing of plants is sorely needed but I can’t seem to find the energy for that.  Oh Jayyyyyy?

The last picture shows my newly-acquired skill of knitting two sleeves at once on the circular needle.  It’s going very well but of course is slower than knitting one at a time – until I’m finished and I don’t have to knit another blooming sleeve.  It was a bit tricky getting started and keeping everything where it was supposed to be (but I remember learning to knit in the round was like that at first too) but I like doing it this way and will try knitting socks like this next time.

Hoping you are all well out there!  I miss our chats and hope to be stopping by here more often again (and at your blogs too!).  I also hope to be running again as soon as my back is better.  Sheesh, things do fall apart quickly!

And how could I forget to mention…Spring has Sprung!!!  Oh how wonderful it is to have the sun shining warmly on us.

Caio!

dollheid is darling

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Here is my first attempt at colorwork.  I’m really happy with my Kate Davies’ Dollheid and learned a lot while making this.  I used almost the same colors as Kate’s original but substituted a slightly lighter neutral than she had which I then ran out of due to my overly-cautious stranding.   I almost ordered a new ball but instead used up what I had and made the inner circle (above the dolls’ heads) in the pink colors rather than the neutral which the pattern called for.  I think it worked just fine.  I made this with the recommended Jamieson’s Shetland Spindrift and was worried it would be too scratchy but I don’t mind it at all.  And it softened a bit more after a block.  I’m looking forward to next winter when I can don my Dollheid.  My Ravelry notes are here.

Next up is a lovely sweater for me!

waiting for spring

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Our cat-dog loves walking with us as does our actual dog.  We are going for lots of little walks through the woods.  Everything is brown and washed out.  Spring seems to be taking her sweet time getting here. Unlike Spring, Grandma arrived right on time from Scotland, so we are having fun with her (although I know she’d prefer some warmer weather).  She and George are getting on like a house on fire, and I’ve been wondering why it has all seemed so hard.   Currently, another bug has settled on us, hitting Heather and myself.  I was cleaning vomit at 10:30 last night that even managed to find it’s way into the drawers of her chest of drawers. Poor wee thing hasn’t eaten much today and nor have I.  We had dinner plans tonight which have been postponed.  It’s nice having my mum here.  You always want your mum when you’re sick, even now.

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therapy is…

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…the fluffy kitty snuggling my side when she has eventually stopped playing with my yarn.  The tulips brightening up our dining room table and my daughter alphabetizing the spice racks.  My son helping make dinner and eating it with a dollop of ice-cream.  And always, the knitting.

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Last week was Easter and Jay had the weekend off call (for the first time in ages).  We were supposed to celebrate George’s one year anniversary, our 19th wedding anniversary and Easter too, but everyone except Jay was sick.  We had vomit on the kitchen floor, sore throats and runny noses, and I had a deep desire to stay in bed with the covers firmly overhead.  We managed to pull together some sort of celebrations along with an Easter egg hunt, but it was subdued and we mostly just snuggled and blew our noses and refused to take medicine because “it tastes yucky”.  The sickness trailed into the week but slowly we were all back on our feet.

Of course with it being a milestone anniversary for our family of four, I find myself thinking a lot about how George and I have managed this last year.  It has been hard on us both.  He has been through so much and all without his consent: a new family, a new continent, a new language, new food, new rules, new people that look different, and on and on.  And before that he suffered loss.  So much loss.  For my part, George has pulled me off my self-appointed pedestal (you know, where the moms of well-behaved children hang out) and has pushed all the buttons that can tip a mom into Crazytown.  I have been taught a lesson in faith and leaping and crashing and burning…and picking yourself up and getting on with it.  We have a long way to go and patience is needed because the smaller the steps we take, the better.  But with all that said, on this, our first anniversary, I can say there have been precious moments of connection which are deeply gratifying no matter how fleeting.  He has been through so much.  He is a true warrior.  And we will get there.

spring shawl for a friend

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Here is the only non-sock item I’ve knitted this year.  And of course, it’s a shawl.  I knitted this for a good friend who turned 40 recently.  I want to wrap her in some knitterly love because she’s been having a very difficult time lately and has continued to get up and keep going in the face of it.  I so admire her.

It was a simple and quick knit and apart from the dropped stitch I didn’t notice for several rows it gave me no problem at all.  What I like most about this shawl has to be the yarn itself.  It’s a delicate alpaca fingering that was soft to knit and then after blocking has become even softer and a little fluffy.  I can only hope it brings her some comfort and joy.

The yarn is Classic Elite Yarns Alpaca Sox made in Peru.  The pattern is the Oaklet Shawl by Meg Goodacre.  Ravelry notes here.

And may I add, Happy Easter to you all.

Ciao!

spring is calling

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A chickadee rescued after crashing into our kitchen window; he made a full recovery from his shock.  Our drive to school in the morning; it’s officially mud season.  A spring posy for a friend.  A walk to see the cows and sheep.  Rolling clouds.  Then the next morning, a Saturday, sledding in the last of the snow, in shorts and winter boots.  That’s the best.  Blue skies, brown grass and bird song.  Spring is calling.

popping in

I’m popping in for a quick “howdo?” as my sissy always says.

I’ve been busy of late and there are always kids around, even more than usual, and at a higher head-count too!  It’s all good but it doesn’t leave me much time for having a blether here.  I managed to finish a shawl for a friend’s 40th and it’s blocking as we speak.

I’m giddy with excitement because I’ve committed myself to some colorwork in the form of a Kate Davies hat.  I’ll not tell you more just yet, but let’s say I think it will be a good one to learn on (meaning only three colors to manage).  I’ve also decided (perhaps against my better judgment) to knit it in the Jamieson’s Shetland wool she recommends.  I’m afraid it might be too scratchy for the wee heid it’s being knitted for, but then if that’s the case, perhaps she’ll share it with her ole mama.

While I wait for the yarn to arrive I’ve started a pair of socks in a beautiful coffee-bean color.  I’m calling them my Buna Socks because Buna means Coffee in Amharic.  They are knit 3, purl 1 rib and I thought they’d drive me crazy, but my fingers have learned the rhythm and have kept on track so far.  They are for Jay.

I hope to return here very soon to record our first year anniversary of George joining our family which happens to fall on our 19th wedding anniversary.  Yikes, time does fly.

Ciao!

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kiddy crafternoon

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Sunday saw us pulling out all the bits and bobs and making these funny little ladies who we thought were attending a summer garden party.  George had fun gluing beads to the popsicle sticks while Heather and I fell in love with the washi tape.  Heather also made a purse and a mask and renamed herself “Super Shopper” which she says is her super-hero name.

Back to the garden party ladies, can you tell which one is Michelle Obama?  She’s the classy one next to Heather’s belly-button-bearing little thing in high-heals.

sunday socks

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I love these socks.  They were easy and without finicky traveling stitches or any other embellishments.  I started them a little bit ago and then set them aside while I got on with running my home and falling into bed at night without picking up any needles.

For much of the day last Sunday, we only had George at home because Heather had gone for a sleepover at a friend’s house on Saturday.  For the first time, I realized half of the craziness we now live with is purely because we have two lively kids, and it’s not all George.  Wow! Revelation.  Anyway, I had woken early before anyone else and sat quietly in front of the fire and knitted peacefully for an hour before Jay or George came to join me.  From there, the one child thing became evident, as George played quietly for what seemed like hours while I sat with him knitting up my second sock.  I finished the sock before I went to bed that night.  What a glorious Sunday that was.  Nowhere to be, no-one to cart around (Jay took charge of taking Heather to a swim-party later in the day) and George quiet and content.  I think I shall name these socks my “Sunday socks”.  

I knitted these socks from the Riff Sock pattern I used to knit Jay’s socks (my first ever socks).  I just omitted the twisted stitches and knit everything plain.  I used Cascade Yarns Heritage Hand Painted Sock Yarn which is 75%  superwash merino and 25% nylon.  It’s quite a bit brighter than the pictures show.  I particularly loved when the deep pink followed the dusky green, and it made me think of kale.  It was fun to have those colors appear through my fingers when it was their turn to come around again.  

Oh I do want to mention the extra stretchy bind-off used at the cuff.  Do you all know about this?  I’m sure you do, but in case you are new to sock knitting like me, you might like this tutorial on how to do Jenny’s surprisingly stretchy bind-off which adds extra yarn into each stitch as you bind-off giving your sock a lot of stretch to get around your ankle or calf, or cankle!

Ravelry notes here.

it is but a small, warm life

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March has seen a fair dumping of snow and it’s hard to stay chipper by this time of the Winter.  I try not to let the cold and bleak weather get to me so it is purposeful work to attempt to combat the blahs brought on by cabin fever.  Inside I take comfort in the bright colors and warmer climes depicted in some of the art we have around.  My fake flowers are a constant and happy flick on the nose when I feel too sorry for myself.  I love the colors in the blankets I’ve crocheted too.

George and I had a day off together yesterday.  I’ve pulled him out of preschool on Wednesdays so we can spend more time together.  It’s going quite well, especially as we have nowhere to be in a rush and that seems to help smooth out the transitions needed to get through the day.  He does go to gymnastics in the late morning which he’s enjoying and is showing an aptitude for, performing tumbles especially well.  He’s fearless.   We baked oat and raisin cookies in the morning.  I think his favorite part of baking is washing up after.  We turned up the music and he wiggled his bum and tapped his feet as he played in the water.

And wouldn’t you know it!?  It hit 50 degrees f yesterday.  I heard a bird of Spring chirp somewhere in the trees and the drip of snow from the roof gave a constant tinny tap.  Warmth is returning and I am truly lifted up.

love

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This picture was taken five years ago today.

Held in our hands are the hands of people we love in Ethiopia.

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I love my daughter beyond measure.

She made me a mommy for the first time.

She took heartily of the love I didn’t even know was deep inside of me.

She drew it out and molded me.

For me, becoming a mother and immersing myself in Ethiopia will always be woven together.

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Becoming a mother has changed my daily vocabulary and priorities,

I have kissed goodbye the person I was before motherhood

and in return

I witness my daughter growing and blooming

I feel the warmth of her body hugging into mine

She rests her head on my chest

She beams her smiles at me.

Five years of love, discovery, heart-ache, joy

and a connection with the world beyond my wildest dreams.

I love you, my beautiful daughter.

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